"Blessings"

We all are blessed in one way or another. I  can say this very easily just because I know Allah (SWT) will always bless us with the best. Here with the best means the best from all the other options available for you. Because Allah (SWT) loves us more than the love of 70 mothers. Now imagine here we can't handle the love of our mother and Allah (SWT) loves more than 70 mothers. If this not a blessing for you. Then my Dear you need to prayer for the getting Hadayat.

My Whole Entire Universe:

On a serious note  I want to dedicate this blog to my "Ammi" and "Papa".  The place where I'm today is just possible because of them. Their Unconditional pure, fragrant, glorious, sparkling and gorgeous love, support made to face each and every thing in my life. No matter how hard for me to deal with it but still they manage to be there, to be there as my shield, as my savior, as my army, as my WBCs😊.

OKAY SO JOURNEY STARTS FROM HERE!

Courage and Support:

They give me courage that you do it my love only can do it. We are always there for you. And most importantly we believe in you. We believe in you and our up bringing that are your roots. So, Cheer Up beautiful and show the World Who you are? and Who are your Guardians? Whenever I listened to them it gives me strength that I have to do it not foe me for my parents that scarifies a lot for me in past, in present and in future no doubt. 

Scarifies:

Scarifies not only means the you scarifies your materialistic things of this World. It means that you scarifies your time, love, affection, care and emotions foe the well being of your child. I know every parent do the same thing for their children. But for me the way my ammi, papa supports me specially the last four years of my life. I will be more than thankful and grateful for that. And for that I owe my parents a lot.

My Ammi:

For me my Ammi is the only human whom I can share each and every thing without fear of being Judged. You guys know why? Because from the very start of my life my mother always told me look my dear you don't need to keep anything secrete from me, no matter what is the situation at that time. I trust you and believe in you. You are a part of me and no one knows you better then me. So, please do tell me whatsoever is the matter in your life. Your Ammi will always be there for you. 

Me and My Ammi: 

And from the very start I used to tell each and every single detail of my life to My Ammi. From the very start of the day, the day I spent in my school, things that happened to me in school and how much I missed her, how much I cry to be with her at that time. How teacher console me that don't worry child you be soon with your mother. The way my class fellows treat me, they way my seat mate told me why are you always crying? See I am also away from my mother but i don't cry like. And this thing made me cry so hard again, and the way she told me i only want you to become brave like me, don't want you to make cry so hard.

My Achievements:

After that my time spent in my tuition center, there the things that happened are not new to me but still they made me cry. Then same is the case with my college routine. Yeah one more thing I wanna clear here is that from the very start to up till now I'm bright and shining student making my parents proud because of my academic records by gaining Straight A* in my whole education career. And one more thing I'm extremely an introvert at that time. To such extend that if someone asks for my name and wanted to know a little bit about me i become so confused that my mind blown out at that time and make me blank like blank screen.😅

Graduation time period:

But wait twists comes when I got admission in University of my home town. So, here i got exposure. The exposure that completely changed my personality. Not in a negative way but in a very positive way. That time period of graduation taught me so many things that words are not enough for them to describe. But again if it will impact my life in a positive way then for sure equally impact my life in a negative way. You know why because its not the institute that is bad or not well reputed. People make it good, bad or well reputed. So, I'm that type of person who never ever got depressed till my college life.

Depression and me:

And surprise during my graduation I got depressed three times. The very first experience of mine was really very bad. And guess what?

The one who always gain straight A in her studies, at that time I was praying that "Ya Allah Please mujhey pass karwa dyen" ( Ya Allah please do make me able to pass through exams) and I still remember I was in third semester at that time. Sighs...… then again I got depressed two more times but that time I used my will power to defeat depression. And guess what?

My Support System:

  At my first experience with depression my ammi, papa literally becomes myself like they treat me like a new born baby, they show so much of concern that I started feeling guilty and started thinking that I have to overcome this not only for the betterment of myself but most importantly for the well being of my ammi papa. And then boom I succeed by the GRACE OF ALLAH ALMIGHTY.

My Papa:

Now I wanna write about my Guardian Angel my Papa, you know what my papa always wanna see like the brave daughter of roaring loin and guess what who is cry baby for sure none other me. My papa wants me to become such a person that no one dares to break me. If he\she even dares then he\she might thought millions time to do so. Funny nah I know but every father want their daughter to become like that well from roaring loin I wanna mention their one thing that the meaning of my name symbolizes Daughter of loin and also my zodiac sign is Leo the lion and fire sign sun. So what are you expecting from me. Obviously my papa wanted something that are my personality traits. He wants to see me to achieve all that things whom I always talked about at breakfast time. The things I wanted to achieve that, I always wanted to become true in my life once. The things that make my ammi, proud not only my ammi, papa but my whole entire family. They can proudly say that  "yes this is our girl".

My Love for Ammi, Papa:

I know I don't talked so much about my papa with my friends. I always use to say that  "KUN K AMMI KAHATI HAIN K BHI NAW"😂 and my friends were like yes, yes we know that. It is not wrong to say that for me my ammi is my oxygen whom I can't breathe. My ammi used to say a lot of things and I know most of the times I said Yeah mother I know but the fact is I don't know about that particular thing that much then when ever I was free, I was like  yeah please do tell me ammi. 

My unconditional love for Ammi, Papa:

My ammi always say that  I loved papa way to much then her. But I love both of them unconditionally  and will always do so and this thing never ever change not even in billion, trillions years.

Conclusion:

There is humble request for you guys do say MASHA-ALLAH and pray for healthy, successful, prosperous and happy life of my ammi, papa as well as entire family of mine also evil eyes off. Because of them I'm who I'm today. Without them I can't even imagine my life.

"MAY ALLAH ALWAYS BLESS MY FAMILY AS WELL AS ME"

( Ameen Suma Ameen)